Like Junsu's Oyaji Gags
Even if fate’s mischief pains the heart
On the other side of those tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
We know
They are Dong Bang Shin Ki, (Rising) Gods of the East, but they forget to be human sometimes. There are too many insecurities and hidden weaknesses. On the variety shows, they can do anything, win at everything because that is what they are—talented. But. There is only so much they can do without breaking. Like that time when Junsu hurt his leg and was forced to take to a wheelchair—he cried about it afterward (despite their words of encouragement and pats on the back). It still lingers in their memories sometimes. Changmin wonders, if they could be in two places at once, would their managers take advantage of that? Sometimes it is too much. Jaejoong and Yunho argue about responsibility and what’s wrong with their lives, hiding hurt and sorrow—longing for better than this. Yoochun smokes too much on the balcony, tipping ashes over the railing like leaving his mark on the world (because it is hard to believe all of this is real sometimes). There is too much going on at the same time but they can’t run away anymore (they are in way too deep now).